I'm beginning to feel better.
I think it's better.
There is this... hollow spot in my chest but it doesn't hurt. I'm very calm and I feel like I'm blending into this world; foggy and empty but completely at peace. There's no one here to listen but I managed to write a song today- a real song! Music, lyrics, start-to-finish song. It was wonderful, even if no one got to hear. There's no one here TO hear.
This world isn't so bad. If you face and accept your demons, they don't attack you. They just go away.